A Break, for Real

Well, I cleared out my User Page on VirtueVerse today. Definitely time for a break (I know I've said that before, but I was "meh" *before* i13). I've really been getting that feeling I was having off the game now like when I left Counter-Strike(Source, too). Just sorta fed up with all the whining on the different forums, the crap that people say and do just because the internet brings anonymity. Or maybe they are bitter people in Real Life?

I'm excited about WoW...

My boyfriend recently started playing World of Warcraft on my PC - Because his blew up about a month ago. Watching him play has made me want to play. Seeing all the characters, beasts and locations that I had previously seen only from a top-down view in the WarCraft RTS series is really exciting. He sent me a Free Trial Code so I'm going to give it a try. But I may wait until tomorrow to start a character. I feel like I should try to get to sleep before 11:30 tonight. I almost did it last night at 9:30 . Instead I ended up wrapping presents and cuddling Kody.

There I was lying face down on my bed, Kody in my arms and thought, "Sleep would be so nice right now. I'm definitely not into playing CoH or CoV - What's holding me back?" Instead I watched Jurassic Park 2 - Well, my favourite scenes - and futzed around in-game not really doing anything.

Then, I tried a Blood Elf and was actually having fun. I was having fun playing a game for the first time in awhile. Unfortunately, it was 1 AM and time for sleep.

Doing the research online in the WoWWiki has gotten me hyped. Definitely going to try a few Classes tonight and see what happens.

I think I'm a bad person...

I recently started adding old high school classmates to my fb out of an indescribable need for propriety. It's actually quite exciting to see where they are now and how others are coping with "Life."

For the most part, people seemed to have left Kingston and move don to bigger and better.

But, on thing seems pretty constant - Children. Many of my old high school classmates are married (or soon to be) and have children of their own. Although I am extremely happy for them...I realize that I have no desire for children. At all.

True, even if I wanted to have them I technically couldn't - Well I could but it would mean crossing a bridge I'd much rather not. On the other hand, I could adopt. Still, I can't have children naturally (without going "there").

And I seriously don't want any children. Maybe working with them for nearly nine years of my life has soured me? I truly abhor children en masse. A group of more than five children literally makes my skin crawl. I always used to joke that, after 8 years, most prisons let you out for good behaviour!

I'm happy with my cat and my jeep and my house and my super-smokin'-hot boyfriend. I've no desire for...Domesticity.

So, I hate...Well, not "hate." "Hate" is such a strong word. I...Dislike children (in groups of more than three). I don't like children and I've no desire nor want to settle down.

Does that make me a bad person?

Yeah, yeah.

Update(s) coming soon!